Millions of possibilities?

okay then, we read them all and then picked from all the ones we had chosen...
to just have one. well, i was the last "picker," and all the ones
i underlined were chosen by all the people before me. so i got the last one, i selected:
"millions of possibilities," the last one i would choose, but
here it is, all mine, "millions of possibilities." what are they?

well, when i am lying awake in the morning, it's six a.m. and i think,
"i am pretty awake, i can get up now," then i go further thinking...
that will wake Steve up and he is pretty happy sleeping... and then,
i see the cat asleep, on the feathery puff, sound asleep absolutely...
he seems happy also, so then i think, "i can be happy going back to sleep too"...
so i force myself to go back to sleep again...

when i
wake up again,
i am not so wide awake
or happy to be getting up... the cat is gone
and Steve isn't in the bed either... i am the only dead ass in the bed
and it's late... and it doesn't look like "millions of possibilities" anymore.
it seems like, "why didn't i just get up at six a.m., when i wanted too?"

millions of possibilities
that i have ideas about, before i sensor them
to make what i think will be the best for everyone...
what's with that?
what would Dr. Phil say... i wonder...